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It was a mostly normal week. Work. Supper. Sleep (or at least try.) Repeat.

But there was something looming. Two events were approaching on the same day and we didn’t know what to expect. They were on the calendar just waiting to arrive.

I had a lot of questions surrounding the first event. I didn’t know who was attending or what the expectations were. We were invited, given an address and a starting time.

I asked a lot of questions – some just in my head and some to Tim. He responded constantly with “I don’t know” or “All I know is this place at this time.”

We prayed for our attitudes and expectations. We prayed against the enemy and the ‘what if’ scenarios in our heads.

Prayers for the people involved – for blessing and understanding and agreement.

And then it was time.

The hype leading up to the first event was definitely more stress-filled than the event itself. It turned out to be a nice time. Nothing major in the positive and nothing major in the negative.

The second event contained a lot of unknowns too. We didn’t know who would be there or what the format would be. Again, we were given and address and a time. And we knew there would be food.

But we also knew the theme – worship.

Oh, what a sweet time that was.

The worship leader began with prayer. He commented that whatever we walked in the room with – discouragement, unanswered questions, hurt, trust issues, pain – whatever – we could give it to Jesus and just worship Him.

I know I walked in with all of that. I walk with most of that stuff and more on a daily basis. I lay it at the cross and then immediately go back and pick it up again.

Why is that? Discouragement, unanswered questions, hurt, trust issues, pain.

But NEVER from Jesus.

During worship, I tried to keep my focus on God alone. When I was able, it was a sweet time.

A young man, a pre-teen young man, said he thought about the evening as a semicolon. I didn’t understand at first either.

A semicolon separates (and then joins) two distinct thoughts. The weight of my world is heavy at times; I can always lift my eyes to God and worship Him.

The first part of that sentence causes my head and shoulders to droop. After the semicolon, I look up with hope and anticipation. There is peace.

When you have discouragement, unanswered questions, hurt, trust issues, and pain, pause for a moment and put a semicolon in your mind. Then change the narrative in your head by refocusing the direction of your thoughts. Focus it on the only One who is the Source for answers, peace and healing.